When goodbye means forever

Assalammualaikum warahmatullahiwabarakatuh

First time bagi salam pada pembaca setia blog ni . Ngee . Ok, macam semua sudah ketahuan, semester akhir bagi sekolah menengah baru sahaje tamat pada 13/11/09 bersamaan hari Jumaat or Friday . But bukan bagi Batch '92 cz diorang semua wajib datang sekolah as the SPM examination will be held on the Nov 18th 2009 . Huahuahua, alkepadanmuka *Kau tu durra, gelak orang memang pandai kan ? Fikir siket, kau tu next year je pun .

Sepanjang 14hari exam berlangsung, teramat lah stress . Except last day, HAHA . Alah, paper sivik, PJPK and Physics paper 3 . Dah calculate dah, nak lulus Physcis, 18marks cukup untuk paper 3 . Bapak teruk, but itula hakikat . My exam was terribly horrible . Dah, bende yang sudah toksah dok crita lagi . Bukak buku baru . New life kan ? And New moon tooooooooooo ! :0 26th Nov 2009 yeah bebeh

Photos sekitar musim exam ;

Dah dah, tutup chapter form4 and bukak chapter form 5 . Haihh .

Hajat dihati ingin berkongsi tentang 'the last' and 'the new' . The last for 2009 and the new for 2010 (:

The last ;

• Of course jadi student form 4 . Takdela, masuk 2010 ofkos naik form 5 kan kan ? So, category the last one la . Just suatu anjakan paradigma bila masuk kelas Perdana . Students SMK Seksyen 19 tau kot budak Perdana macam mana . Pandai melangit . And itu sangat lah tidak tepat untuk menggambarkan diri yang serba kerdil lagi kemetot ini . Perangai menggila, result kais pagi makan tengah hari kais petang makan malam je kot . Tatau la dapat continue ke tak dalam Perdana next year or tak . Huk . Wtv it is, my classmates are superdupercool and i love them . Yeah, diorang takdela kerek sangat . I love you guys (:
• Hangout with the seniors . Seriously, diorang the best . Batch paling havoc . Almost everyone . Especially school's band, Paradox . Fuyoo, dasyat . Mereka hebat macam jebat . The girls, pun sporting . Semua membantu junior diorang yang takseberapebijak ni dalam exam esp . Kak Amirah Tahiruddin, Kak Alya, etc ramai la sampai tak terkata . And Kak Ayesha juge ofkos . Ngee . For them, all the best for your SPM and also, don't forget the juniors here . Goodluck .
• Meet him . I don't know why, but i can feel that i won't be seen him again FOREVER . Even he has promised me, but people can change in sudden . But at least, i had saw him at school on the last day of school and i will capture his face in my mind forever . I'll be missing you,ALOT :/

The new ;

• 2010 itself . Gah, dah mula seram sejuk . Gaggggagaga~ Agak scary bila tau dah nak SPM . Macam mana lah agaknya en, haihh . Banyak migrasi dalaman yang perlu dilakukan dengan segera ni . If not, memang hanyut langsung dibuatnya . So, start now ! Dalam gambar adalah photo 'draf Program Cuti Terancang' yang dah dirancang lagi terancang dah . Tinggal nak approval dari Big Boss je, Encik Azman . Hek .

Click untuk gambar lebih jelas

• SPM . After everything yang jadi dalam 2009, i'll try to avoid any severe problems that might affect my concentration on SPM in my 2010, if God wills it . Bukan ape, i have my ONLY priority je now - straight A's in SPM 2010 . Bukan ape, kate nak dapat superbike kan ? HAHA, dah tuka hadiah dah . Taknak lagi Nissan Sylphy . :P Staright A's untuk sebuah Honda superbike . Macam jantan ? Ceh, ada aku kesah kau nak kate ape ? Yang pastinya satu cabaran yang amat besar dan berat untuk digalas . Hmm
• New life, new partner ? No no no, i won't . Even sometimes muka ni taleh dipercayai sangat, but dah decide dah . No more relationship in this new year . One of the factor is because i have promised him too . I'll be waiting for you, Romeo, no matter what . Plus, i don't want anything to distrupt my SPM . Hopefully God will guide me to the right path .
• Zaman persekolahan bakal tamat . Cepatnyaaaa ): Tak sangka, budak dee ni dah besar and dah nak abes sekolah . Uwaaaa, takut takut . But takkan nak duduk kat takuk lama, kenalah berubah . You can do it, durra . YES YOU CAN ! -self motivation-

Before 2009 ends, i would like to ask your apologise for all my wrongs . Sama ada sengaja mahupun tidak, maaf beribu maaf pada semua . Even neither me nor you is perfect in this world, yet i still wanna say that im sorry for everything that i've done . Hope tak simpan dalam hati and doakan my new life . How hard it will be, with all your supports, insya allah, i can possibly make it . Till then, toodles ~

[Durra Shahirah]